Getting interrupted when studying
Shitty week but finished it with a great weekend. Hoping for the best for this new week.
My God, I always pick the unattainable ones. This time one that may be a lesbian. Honestly first time for me. I knew she wasn’t the one but I couldn’t stop my feelings. I have been feeling very dishonest lately and I think it started with her. But anyways I finally told her how I felt and she isn’t interested. Fine. But I am glad that now I can move on. I believe the reason I always want the ones I can’t have because it’s not time for me to fall. I have to focus on the mission I’m here for. Guardian first, everything else second. I’m gonna find some peace in this now. Things have to be better.